Heart Crush!

Whyis it every time i call you,there must be something that you need to do to hurts my feeling.As a friend..can't i call you and speak to you??? I maybe choose you but you haven't won my heart yet.Sometimes i'mm feeling disappointed by myself cause choosing you instead of him. he is much more better than you.
1.He text me even he have to use his mum's phone.
2.He never forget to call me with our own language.
3.He never mad at me even i'm with my ex's hanging out together.
4.He never ask me to stop calling.
5.He loves to call not text.

but you?
1.You stop texting whenever you like.
2.You always forget what to call me.
3.You will mad if i was hanging with my ex's.
4.You suddently stop the calls when i'm talking with you.
5.You love to text not call.

Sometimes,I'm sort to choose him than you! You make my heart crush recently every single day. i can't stand it.So,please be honest with me,do you sincerly love me or do you have someone else? I don't care if you want to break up with me cause our relationship are not so valueable...
Lots of Love